Trapped with Dream Bubbles

Trapped
GREAT!.. first i trapped myself.. gossip abt the whole story to him .. then i got myself slapped right in e face when my surprise turn into an illusion.. how shall i put it .. nice things r always short-lived mayb coz i nvr had the courage to pursue.. nvr did put in any effort for it..


Dream Bubbles
i always envy people with a dream.. a real strong determination to pursue a dream.. and then after years of effort.. just a short unsuccessful test/interview or something will change their entire life.. this is really sad.. you even think you can feel the pain for them for the bursting of their dream bubble.. but you nvr noe.. u'll nvr noe how it feels to have your bubble turning into just spot of water.. nvr ever able to form into a bubble again.. forever.. is this life? this is life mann.. i think i really scared.. really chicken abt living life .. which is why i nvr dare to like n pursue something strong enuff to make it my dream.. is that why.. i think so.. i'm just scared of forming bubbles.. that i just keeping testing my bubble mixture.. but nvr blowing them into bubble.. in case they burst.. is that me? a person w/o bubbles..