i can't find my way

i packed my bag.. i walked away.. then i turn back.. trying to look for something i forget.. but nope.. nothing left.. i have to go.. so i started walking.. then i felt tired.. so i walk back n decided to start my journey another day.. the next day come.. i started walking again.. i just walk n walk mindlessly thinking of the place i left.. argh.. anyway i just walk back again.. after walking for such a long distance.. i dunno y but i just turned back again.. now i have to start walking all over again..