Some Old Log

-Denial- (01.03.2007, am)
well.. that's it.. i'm not laughing.. i'm not crying.. i dunno y i'm still doing tis.. wat's the pt.. that's simply it.. that's just it.. no other way.. just tis way.. fuckkkkkkkkkk.................i was living in denial.. n i denied that i was in denial.. n u nvr knew that a numb heart cld still feel.. in fact it nvr stop feeling 'cept that u nvr stop denying.. i guess.. n i'm going back to denying now.. so that it doesn't hurt.. *sob sob* =..(




-I'm- (02.03.2007, pm)
i'msad. i'mtired. i'mconfused. i'mexcited. i'mrecharged. i'mlost. i'mreborn. i'mhappy. i'mpretending. i'mangry. i'mhurt. i'mavoiding. i'mlookingfw. i'mtinkingbac. i'mtrying. i'mmoving. i'mnot. i'mstuck. ya. i'mjuststuck.



-Wat Now- (03.03.2007, am)
shd have known better than to spent dumb money.. get an ugly perm head n an aching butt from sitting FOUR bloody hrs.. so shd i go sit another five hrs n reverse the whole process?? somebody tell mi wat to do!! urgh!! e ting is.. i think i like it but yet i think its ugly.. damn siao.. aiii.. who to blame?? my itchy hands, itchy butt n itchy head lah..(tis happened in January)


-Is There No Perfection- (03.03.2007, pm)
another hole in the pocket.. another 4hrs on the butt.. now my hair is straight.. now it look reasonably ok.. BUT i dun like the volume!! WTF!! my hair is getting lesser...



-Yuan Xiao- (04.03.2007)

so fast.. last day of CNY.. that's half mth gone.. total count of my ang paos = 59 .. now i'm richer by S$1xxx .. hehehe .. .. *super duper wide grin* trip to korea?? Digi Cam??.. hmm.. *grin*