i wonder

i do wonder abt e intention.., e purpose.., e reason.., argh i forgot!!! well coz i stoping myself wondering.. = stoopid man at work.. sigh..

ok.. i wanted to quit my brainless job.. he was asking mi wat's my decision.. then as i told him i just printed a resignation from a template.. then he asked, "y do u need a template for resignation letter? u need it often meh?!" haha.. i was like oh ya hor.. mayb i need.. anyway it goes hand-in-hand with a resume.. doesn't it?! if u have a template for resume.. y not one for a resignation letter.. hehe..

now i'm trying to decide.. whether to take up another PT job(which my ex-collegue wanted to intro mi.. so its practically knocking at my door).. whether to get a FT job.. whether to continue my study.. whether to go for diving course.. whether to buy a new mobile phone(just becoz i wanna change the colour, just becoz my mobile im using now launch the latest colour).. whether i shd stop doing 'something'.. whether i shd start doing another 'something'.. whether i shd do something abt 'something'.. n it goes on n on n on n on.. sucks mann.. i just dunno wat i wanna do.. .. ..
wat i shd b focusing..
My Degree!!!!!
A So-called Proper Job
Myself

focus.. *eyes to e left*
focus.. *eyes to e right*
focus.. *eyes moving with e swinging chain*

aiya.. y m i going thru all the tok n no action type of thing again.. i'm beginning to wonder if one day i'll be too lazy to even breath n stop breathing..